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Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Officially year 2.

Hey there.
I've gone missing for quite sometime and decided to come back very very freaking soon.
It's the beginning of new semester and I'm in year 2 sem 1 now !
How time flies.
Lots of things to sort out.
And I'm missing home now.
Little girl don't cry and that's what I've promised myself. :)
Will be back soon !

9:03 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2012
Back from long hiatus.

How could a person feel happy and lonely at the same time?
It requires people or things to make you happy.
I felt exactly the same now.
Why why why?
Why am I always stood in the middle of everything?
Why do I care so much?
I really wonder why.
No one put me as their first priority.
Not even my parents.
I'm always ranked second or even lower in their heart.
Seriously, am I that bad in everyone's heart?
No one actually understand me.
Yes, no one.
Sighs.
Someday in the future, I'll leave this place without anyone knowing.
I swear I will.

12:20 AM

Monday, February 6, 2012
Rest in peace shar pei.

I never knew this morning was the last time to see you.
You left me too fast aren't you?
You're not even turn one years old yet.
I see you grown up from a small little tiny puppy till this big and you left me just like that.
God are you being cruel to me?
Taking my dogs away one by one.
Fifi, Chocolate, Coco and then now Shar Pei.
I don't know. I'm so devastated now.
Rest in peace Shar Pei.
I'll love you always.

With lots of love.

10:28 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Thoughts..

I've grown up with different personality, better tolerance, and hiding feelings.
And a higher limit for everything.
I just understand why people just wouldn't step behind the limit instead of crossing them.
To an extend that I've been left speechless behind.
You never thought of how I felt. Really.
I don't wanna give a damn about it but it runs in my blood that I care too much always.

Dear NSK, go and sleep. Stop thinking that much/

11:57 PM

Friday, January 6, 2012
Coco and me.

Was watching Marley and me just now and it reminds me of Coco.
The question that popped up immediately is:
Why I never put her down to sleep instead of letting her to continue suffering?
If I did so , I could able to end her suffers and bid goodbye to her.
Why why and why.
Bro did the wrong thing ever.
He showed me the picture he took after Coco passed away.
So not peaceful look. Look so sick. So thin. So not her.
She has been fat till she got sick.
Fat puppy, fat mama.
She knew that we will be very sad after her death because she chose to leave when I'm not home.
Bro said that he was with her minutes before she die.
He went into his room for 5 minutes and came out to found out she's gone forever.
She knew.
But why not a last chance of seeing her?
I'm home the very next day and home doesn't feel the same anymore.
I walk to the backyard, to the front staring at the places she used to sit and sleep at.
And now I still do so.
6 years, and she's gone without a goodbye to me.
I never got to see them for the very last time don't I ?
It happened the same when Fifi and Chocolate died.
I really wonder why.

12:03 AM

Sunday, January 1, 2012
Happy New Year 2012 !

First of all, Happy New Year everyone!
2011 passed in a jiffy without me realizing.
December is a month full with special dates.
Celebrated New Year with Darren, Bitto, Eequin, and Shawn!
No countdown but we wished each other right after the clock strike 12am! :)
It was a healthy night with us not going to club.
And I'm not keen to see fireworks any more.
Perhaps, that's what we call you feel boring when you grow older.
Felt so old as I'm going to be 21 this year!
The feeling of stepping into the real legal year is awesome!
Nevertheless, I left 2011 with happy memories despite of all those downs I faced during the year.
Friends are pretty supportive during 2011 and I'm glad that I have them.
And I've some resolutions made in my mind.

2012 New Year Resolution:
1. Study smart and play hard.
2. Spend lesser.
3. Save money for my 21st birthday party!
4. Stop being so noisy whenever I'm drunk.
5. Know more friends.
6. Be much more independent.
7. Learn to trust people.
8. Get into a relationship.

Hope that I can achieve all of them by end of 2012. :)
You'll be most probably laughing at number four but it's true that I'm too noisy whenever I'm drunk. Pretty annoying I guess. ._.
2011 made me realised that I doesn't have much friends. I need more.
I'm too on the quality friend rather than quantity friend , I suppose.
Number eight. Well, that's my resolution for 2011!
Couldn't achieve it last year but still, no rush. Hehs.
Wish all of you have a Happy New Year and have a great one this year!

Signing off with loves,
xoxo.

ps : imy.







7:04 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2011
Happy Winter Solstice ! :)





First of all, Happy Winter Solstice ! :)
Wish you all tuen tuen yuen yuen!
Unfortunately, this year I couldn't make it home again because of working.
But then, I had homemade tong yuens on Monday!
Thanks to mama for the delivery. Hehs. <3
And I'm really sorry for the lack of update.
My life is dull as ever.
Working working and watching movie.
Somehow, I've got no inspiration on what to blog about.
Perhaps, about how I lose so much weight ?
That should be a good idea I suppose.
I wasn't at home on my off days. Yes.
I went over to Elaine's place for sleepover then we went out for the whole day again.
Feeling really lethargy !

****
Went to Sungai Siput to meet client with my boss.
He fetched me back home awhile to drop my stuffs.
My dogs are so excited to see me!
Especially my little white. :)
I'm so happy to see them too.
It has been a month since I last sayang them.



p.s : next post gonna be about someone's birthday


11:08 AM