The day that I've been dreading for finally came.
It's all started when my white aino vibrating in my bag during fm lecture.
Stated on the screen "korkor". I knew something wrong.
Muted it as I can't answer it in the lecture hall.
Called him back during break time.
And the conversation was short. Literally short. Few sentences only.

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Bro : Coco passed away already.
Me : Orh. Can you bury her at backyard ?
Bro : Yeah sure. Someone is coming to dig the hole later.

-The End-

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I ended up crying in Monash's toilet.
Held up the tears and went into the lecture hall again.
Deep inside, I was feeling very grief for the loss of mine.
Coco has gone. Without me seeing her the very last time.
I was devastated.
Life goes on. So I attended all the classes on that day and went back home.
Cried a little and went out with Emest bro aftermaths.
It was a tiring day.
By the time I reached home, I was busy with tutorials works.
They kept me from not thinking about the death for a little.
I miss her. I miss everything about her.
She left without letting anyone beside her.
I know, she doesn't want us to be sad for her.
Korkor told me that he was beside her minutes before she die.
But she chose to die after korkor went back into the house.
She doesn't want us to be sad for her.
But I couldn't help it.
6 years. She has been living for us for 6 years.
The thread of love is there. Was there. Always there.

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Dear Coco,
We might not be the best owner in the world.
But I wanted you to know that we always treated you as a part of our family.
Everyone are worried when you're sick.
The news of you might having cancer and the chance to cure you is almost 0 almost killed me.
You might be just a dog. A freaking rottweiler.
That's what people likes to say when I'm crying over your death.
I love you now, always and forever.
You might not be the best dog. Not being obedient at all.
But your silly acts never fail to make me smiles.
It's a routine to bring you out for a walk everyday at 6pm.
But it's all stopped since the day you injured your foot.
I was so worried. You can't walk properly and it gone worsen.
If we brought you to the vet earlier, you might not need to suffer for almost 3 months.
It's totally our fault.
And now what I can wish for, is you to meet Fifi up in the heaven.
She's like a little mother for you. Been there since we brought you home.
She left 1 year and 5 months earlier than you.
Meet her up there and take care each other.
You two are the best dogs that I ever had.
I'm sorry for letting you suffer for that long. It has been a tragic.
You dropped weight and look like a skeleton.
Pig is no longer a word to describe you.
There won't be a day that I will forget about you and Fifi.
Rest in peace.
With loves.

p.s I love you.