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I get my baby A.I.N.O yesterday! Teehee.
And I screwed up all my tests.
Sighs. I'm not doing well this sem.
Hope I'll do better for my 2nd tests so that I could maintain my GPA.
Sick with my daily routine and the hectic life.
Just couldn't get all of them out from my mind.
Not even when i'm going to sleep. =.=
Having insomnia every night, it was like oh-gosh.
Doesn't get enough sleep and stress. ._.
How I wish there no such thing called as Education/Study.
It's just something extra for me.
I'm just studying for my future, for a better life.
And of course for living. I got no choice tho.
Sometimes I do feel like crying out loud but I couldn't.
I'm lying to myself always that the next day will be a better day.
But it's not true at all. I just feel bad everyday, every moment.
My smiles are fake, and same to my laughter.
Can I actually find the happiness in my life ?
Struggling with mix emotions, feelings and it makes me feel down.
Is that truth that life is all about moving on and learning things ?
I wouldn't know the answer till the last day of my life.
Shall end here and finish up my assignments. Sighs.
Goodbyes all.

10:39 PM