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Lots of stuff running through my mind when I'm lying on the bed wide awake in the night.
It wasn't something good because the thoughts disturbed my emotions.
Been stressing out about studies since I was 4, I reckon.
Now, I finished my Foundation studies and moving on to degree.
I'm wondering whether I could adapt to a higher level of education now.
The thing that I feared the most is examinations. Everyone hates it, I suppose.
Getting back bad results for my papers upset me a lot.
I broke down several times and started to blame myself for the consequences for not putting much efforts.


Doesn't really satisfied seeing my improvement for language.
There's not a need to talk about mandarin because I'm sucks on it. ._.
English is what I'm trying to say.
My English isn't that poor nor good though.
The efforts that I put to improve my English doesn't bring any effects.
I went to English classes at CEFL when I'm in secondary 4&5 and the teachers taught me lots of stuff.
They did a lot to improve my English because I was pretty much lazy that time.
Oh ya! There's a 12years old boy same class with me.
His English is pretty good. ._. He can writes and speaks well.
I was taught by Mr.Lai for the year that I have to sit for FCE tests.
He's a good teacher and he told me the ways to improve my English when I asked him so.
As I remember, he said that:

1. Speak in English for your daily conversations.
2. Don't be afraid of making mistakes while speaking. We learn from mistakes.
3. Read more especially the newspaper.
4. Practice and use the words that you learn.

That's what I remember, it wasn't something special though.
Every teacher give me the same answers.
I think I fulfilled most of the ways except for no.4.
Too lazy to practice the new words and I usually ended up forgotten the new words in the very next second I learn them.
And no.3 too. I read books but not newspaper because I think it's for old people. LOL.
Disappointed with myself but yet, I'm not giving up.
Looking at the bright side and I found myself doing pretty good in certain aspects.
And my parents are proud of me for being such a good girl! :)


Signing off with lots of love. <3 xoxo

p.s: you make me miss you lots. :)

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