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Monday, November 22, 2010
Fifi.

Friends of mine who knows me since secondary school should know who is Fifi.
Because, I tend to talk about her almost everyday in school.
She's one of my best friends.
And she's my dog. My deceased dog to be exact.
Fifi is her name and she came into my life when I was 12.
She's a mongrel. But I doesn't care about her breed.
I think she was dumped by someone nearby my house and my dad adopted her.
Since that day, she's my little girlfriend in the house.
She passed away on 18th March 2010 in a cruel way.
It's not sicknesses nor accident.
She got shoot by the government people at the side of my house.
And I swear, she's wearing her dog license on her neck.
Just doesn't know why they shoot her. I cursed the killer like mad when I knew about it.
She's there with me for 7 freaking years.
It has been months but I can't forget about her still.
Shall write the story between me and her.

Her Death......
I just finished my lunch at Sunway TGIF when I received a phone call from my bro.
And he said ' Fifi died.'
I was like ' HUH? WHAT? CAN YOU FUCKING REPEAT WHAT YOU SAID?'
He repeated the Fifi died once again and tears rolling down on my face immediately.
I hanged up the call and my friends were shocked because I'm crying.
Told them what happened and I insisted of watching the movie still.
So, I cried like a freak during the movie.
The very first time I cry when I watch comedy. FML.
Went back to home and continue with my crying sessions.

When I'm happy..... :)
I think she knows when I'm happy.
Because she tends to get overjoyed with me at home.
Jumped around with me and shake her tail like mad.
She will lick my face and keep on sticking to my feet.

When I'm sad.... :(
I used to curled up myself and talk to her when I'm sad.
It's like an idiot talking to a dog who wouldn't reply you.
But. She got the ability to comfort me.
There's once when I'm crying beside her, she use her mouth to pull away my hand from my face.
And lick away the tears from my face.
She will try her very best to show some comforting face using her dog face.

Every morning....
Dad is lazy to fetch me to school last time so I have to sit school bus.
And I have to walk out to the shop lot to take the bus.
She followed me to wait for school bus every morning and sit beside me.
Guess what. She walked back to home once I get into the bus.

Everyday....
I used to go to my mom's shop which is at the shop lot behind my house everyday.
Fifi followed me to the shop and wait me in front of the shop.
When she saw me finished my foods and walking to the back of the shop, she knows that I'm going back home using the back door.
So, she will run to the back door using the small road beside the shop.
And lead me back to home like I doesn't know the road.
Protecting me from any strangers who try to get near to me.

When I'm away from home for college.....
Mom said she never leave home for a week.
She usually follow mom and grandma to shop every morning.
But for the first week I'm away for college, she sits in front of my house's front door everyday.
Dad told me that she barely eat her foods. :(
She misses me but she gave up on stoning at home everyday after a week. ._.
And she got very excited when I'm back to home for the weekends.


I cried for months after her death.
Till now, when I thought about her I will cry.
She's like a close family member to me.
But now, she's gone forever and ever.
I can't touch, play and feed her anymore.
Sighs. :(

R.I.P.

My life goes on without you.
Our memories remained the same till the end of my life.
I will never forget you.
My love to you never die together with your death.
It remains the same and getting deeper.
May you rest in peace.

Signing off,
Yours truly,
xoxo.






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