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Omg! I just can't believe that today is the last day of 2010!
It seems like 365days just passed in a blink of eyes.
Time do flies!
These are my 2010's resolutions. Let's see did I achieve most of them.

My 2010 resolutions are:
1. Diet until 40kg and maintain it for the whole year
2. Good results for my studies
3. Study abroad
4. Scholarships
5. More new clothes
6. Find a bf ( not necessary)
7. Know more friends
8. Be a good daughter =D
9. Gets prettier
10. Learns how to make up.

I managed to achieve 2, 4, 5, 7, and 10.
Whatever diet plans I got are the biggest failure in my life.
I end up growing weight. T_T
Don't think that I'm going to study abroad though.
And I don't feel like having a bf yet! Wheee. Mom is happy with that. =D
I have been feeling guilty toward my parents this entire year.
Did lots of stupid stuffs. Made wrong decisions that upset them! :(
Sorry daddy and mummy! I promised that I will study hard next year okay!
I'm getting uglier instead of getting prettier. God dam it.
My efforts doesn't work well on me! I need image consultation!
But well, I'm happy that I did achieved 60% of my resolutions. :)

Two.Zero.One.Zero. 2010.
As usual, ups and downs happened in our life.
I get through them with the help and supports from my friends.
Fallen in love and fallen out of love.
And now in a very confused mind for love.
Things happened for reason, I suppose.
Difficulties are designed by God to test us.
They can be get through by humans for sure. It depends on how. :)
These are the highlight for certain months in 2010!

J.a.n.u.a.r.y.
Homesick hits right on my head the entire month.
Feeling really emo all the time.
The thought of stop studying lingered in my mind for a little while.
But thanks to my classmates. They cheered me up.
And I stand up all by myself again.
I don't want to disappoint my mom. Her wishes to see me graduate from university.
Promised myself to be a good student. :)

F.e.b.r.u.a.r.y.
It's the month that full with joy and fun.
Chinese New Year babe! :)
Celebrated Valentine's Day with cousins at a club.
No longer a lonely Valentine's Day.
Cousins filled my days.
Got drunk and had hangover for the very first time.
New experience. new friends from club. and well angpaos!
Went back to KL right after 'bai tin gong' celebration.
Daddy and Mummy are sad that I'm leaving to KL again that soon.
Back to college life with my very moody face.


M.a.r.c.h.
The month that I teared the most in my life.
My little precious, Fifi passed away. Together with her daughter.
18th March is totally a bad day.
I'm not there to see them for the last time.
Cried myself to sleep almost every night.
Dad and bro tried their best to cheered me up.
But, their efforts are wasted.


J.u.n.e.
Wheeee! It's world cup again!
I'm not a huge fans of soccer but well, I did watched the matches that involve Germany.
Won myself 6 big meals because of this world cup.
Thanks Emest Lee kor!
Btw, Germany didn't manage to beat Spain.
You wouldn't know how much I hated Paul the Octopus that time.
But well, he's dead now. =D
Gave up on watching the finals because I'm way too sleepy!

A.u.g.u.s.t.
Sat for the last final for Foundation studies.
I'm officially graduated from Foundation and leaving Inti for god sake.
Camped at Starbucks for 12345days for the finals.
God dam stress and fat!
Had a great day out before going back to Ipoh.
Thanks! :) You know who you are.
Mango lou is the love! <3.

S.e.p.t.e.m.b.e.r.
Went to cousin sister's wedding dinner few days before going to Shangai.
All of us are very excited because we have been waiting for they day to come since months ago.
Okay. We did enjoy the trip.
To the fully to be exact. The places are nice. Scenery I mean.
Such a lie! :(
We never enjoy that freaking trip. We are deeply regret about going there.
Like throwing our money into the sea.
World Expo is the hell. I've never been that tired and exhausted before.
Walked under the sun for hours. Queuing in a very long lane.
I never love China countries. But my family love going there.
No choice! Biggest regret in my life.
8 days over there passed very fast. But I'm happy with that.
I got homesick over there. God dam it.
And the worst is that I got diarrhea at the last freaking day.
The weather turn cold on our last day too. Bad luck though.

O.c.t.o.b.e.r.
Celebrated Emest and Kai birthday! :)
They are officially 19. Wheeee.
Ain't a pretty good month. I got depression due to the course I chose.
Decided to change course. Thanks mummy for the support.
Didn't dare to go back to Ipoh to face mummy because I feel god dam guilty.
I'm such a bad daughter!
Wasted mom's money. Like lots of them.
It's entirely my fault. Guiltiness filled my tummy!
And I confessed to someone. God! I think this is my very first time.
Okay! He just got me crazy over him sometime.
I mean he's in my mind all the time.
This is the month you started to drift away from me.
Emo month. tsktsk.

N.o.v.e.m.b.e.r.
Celebrated my 19th birthday with awesome people.
Had a great night! :)
I'm officially 19. Last year of being a teen.
Not gonna be a kiddo next year. Okay that's a lie.
My wish is to be a princess forever and ever.
Everything goes smoothly on this month.
And I started my first part time work on the 29th of this month.
Scary little day on 29th. But it gets better as days passed.
I'm fully grown up and being an independent girl!

D.e.c.e.m.b.e.r.
The most hectic December that I ever had.
Could barely have any time for own leisure.
Tired and exhausted due to working.
I got closer to you at the start of the month and something happened.
And there we gone to be like stranger.
I don't know why but well, I'm happy as long as I can see you everyday.
First part time job ended on 26th.
And I went shopping spree with friends the next two days and spent rm500.
God dam broke.
Celebrated Christmas peacefully at home with cousin's friends.
This year Christmas presents are my love. <3
I will surely sing 'Back to December' by Taylor Swift always next year.
Because those memories in 2010's December are the sweetest one.
I wished time can stop. But. There's no pause nor stop button for time.
December orh December. I wished for you not to pass that fast.
And now. I'm thinking of 2011 New Year Resolutions! =D
Ending this last post of 2010 with lots of wishes. :)
Happy New Year Eve.
May you have a great one and celebrate it with your love one.
All the best.
Hope tomorrow 1/1/11 will be a good start for all of you.
Signing off with lots of love!
Best wishes from me.
xoxo.

p.s: I wrote this post yesterday night and was suppose to edit it today but my lappy's windows crashed. :( So yeah, lack of pictures with lots of words.
p.p.s: I miss you! :(

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