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I simply doesn't know that giving up on someone is that hard.
Perhaps, it's because I give up on some people that I fallen in love before easily.
But for him, I just don't know why.
It seems hard. Everything seem hard! Gosh.
I feel like banging the wall anytime soon. :(
As everyday passed , I'll start to miss you at any second.
You just popped up into my mind randomly.
Even when I'm busy! Will you please get out from my mind for a little while.
We are friend. I know about that. But I just can't control my heart.
It's out of control. Truly not mine for now. It belongs to you.
But too bad, yours ain't belong to me.
I've tried my best. And will keep on trying in the future.
One question. Am I irritating ?
Tell me if you think that I'm irritating.
I hate disturbing people. I will feel guilty.
You are on the flight now, I reckon.
Or waiting to get on board!
Have a nice and safe trip! :)
Take care.

p.s: will you ever give me an answer? kill my hopes please. It's cruel but I hope you do so. No matter what we are friend still.

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