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I always thought friendships are meant forever.
But now, I think I got it wrong.
Freaking wrong that I feel like banging the wall.
Perhaps, only relationships are meant forever. Not friendships.
Those concerns toward you are just pretty useless.
Damn useless I could say.
Because you never learn how to appreciate them. Like I did.
So, I'm here now. Feeling so disappointed with you and myself.
I'm the one who think too much. No?
6 years plus of friendship and I don't think 6 years sound a lot for you.
A few months relationship took over this friendship.
I know. Someday we will grow up. And gonna live with our partner.
Lose beneath something called L.O.V.E.
Life is just that cruel. But now, friendship is more cruel than life.
Now. I'm being dump even when I said that I'm having some emotional problems.
Because you're talking to HIM.
Perhaps, you found me irritating for being emotional over the same thing again.
I'm always there for you when you feeling down.
But, you aren't there for me now.
No longer the same. I'm not jealous that you got a boyfriend now.
I'm happy for you. Because you found someone that loves you.
Truly disappointed with you.
No worries though. I won't do the same to you.
Because that's not the acts of best friend. I got the definition of best friend correct always.
I believe that you never changed. That's the real you.
The real you that I never wish to see. But. You have just revealed it to me.
Life goes on. I'll just live my life as it is.
Wouldn't care much about you anymore.
Go ahead and keep everything as secrets again. :)
And continue with those excuses.
So sorry. Your reasons hurt me more than everything.
You have got my blessings always and forever.
Signing off.

2:14 PM