As a kid , I longed for the care and love from everyone.

And now. I still do.

I'm not from a perfect family. It's rather complicated.

Yes. I'm living like a princess. Getting what I demanded.

People out there always jealous about this.

But if you know the reasons behind no denial for these, you wouldn't envy anymore.

Since young, throwing tantrum gets me everything.

My mom caned me only once.

Dad never. I'm forever the pearl on his palms and a princess in his eyes.

Being pampered so but. Still feeling empty and lonely in the heart.

Due to family issues, I'd been living with my guardian since I was 1 month old till 14 years old.

I moved back home when I was 15.

FYI, I cried for months. Yes. I miss my guardian.

And I leave home to KL to persuade my studies when I was 18.

My parents are like strangers to me.

We are not even close to each other.

But. We love each other , I know.

I longed for the hugs from my parents. Wishes from them. Calls from them.

All these are awkwardness to us.

The last hug from them was when. I don't know. I can't remember anymore.

It's been long time.

I don't want there's only money topics with my parents.

Like dam seriously.

Sighs. Nothing I could do.

Maybe I shall make a wish every single night.