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Friday, April 20, 2012
Too much things on mind.
I do hope that I could relax myself a little.
Have been stressing myself out lately.
I just wanna get high score for everything.
I want to maintain my cgpa.
Sooner or later, I will get myself into depression again.
The symptoms strike on me few days back.
No appetite to eat. Feel like vomiting after eating.
Please nsk, chill out.
You can do the assessments slowly.
Dateline are still days ahead.
Sighs.
10:27 PM Monday, April 16, 2012
Living in a stressful life. I've come to realized that I'm very bad in coping stress. It's either I stress myself out or the crazy workloads. The former happens always. Every single week. I procrastinated too much that I feel stress myself. Yes. That's exactly how I'm feeling now. Easter break has officially ended. I must face university life again. And the worst is that I did no revision or assignments during this break. It's all because due date is still far away. I hate myself. Depression gonna say hellos soon , I reckon. Week 9 gonna be absolutely busy with an assignment due, an online quiz, a class test and dance concert. I felt like going to dance concert only on Friday so that I can go back home on Saturday. Sighs. I've stopped going back home that frequent this semester. I'm always at Godmom's house @ Sungai Buloh. I miss home very very much.  I'm that fat now that I wanna to die. 10:16 PM Sunday, April 15, 2012
It's all about your efforts. "If you doesn't put effort, don't expect good results." Life is unfair and fair at the same time. Don't blame on others. Life is full with 'IF'. Nothing gonna change when things happened. My life. Never been truly smooth. I've gone through obstacles in order to move forward in my life. Decisions are hard to make. Especially for indecisive people like me. I used to give in to my fate. But, how do I know what my fate is? No ones know. Your life might be fated. But I believe that's not fix. You could achieve something better than it. If you have the determination and put in efforts. I've failed and stood up back. Nothing more than regretting. So much of wasted efforts, resources and so on. What I could do is just to blame on myself. Not others. ******** Sometime, I just wish that I could open myself to others. I've come to realized that I've got no one to talk to except of my high school best friends. We are living so far away. Separated with the word of tertiary studies. Sighs. I really need someone. Really close to me. Meet up and goes everywhere together. A close best friend just like that. 10:44 PM Sunday, April 8, 2012
If you ever wonder .... Sometime, you just wish you're born in a better family. In a richer, more loving family. I wished for that although I knew this wish will never be granted. Perhaps yes in next life. If I can't change my parents, I'll just change my life to what I wanted it to be. It might be hard. There will be a lot of disappointments and failures. Can I get through all these ? Yes, I will. I will be tough. I fell and stood up back by myself all this while. It will continue in the future no matter what. I want to give my parents a better life. The first thing is, a life without the worries of money. That's most important. May God bless me. 9:13 PM |