There's always time that you are literally disappointed with yourself.

That's how I felt now. Yes. Right now.

I'm not improving. 

I hate deteriorating. I hate this feeling.

It's worst this time. 

Even exercising can't cheer myself up.

Something is wrong. Very wrong. 

They say, tomorrow will be a better day.

I do always wish for a better tomorrow. 

But it never help.

I know, I'm the only one that can help myself.

Confidence, where are you?

I've been finding for you all these years.

Le sighs.

******

I lost my passion in dancing. I'm lost.

I know I love dancing. 

But, seeing myself not improving at all just make me feel sad.

Perhaps, I'm not talented.

Or maybe my expectation is too high.

******

No matter what happened, I know that I won't give up so easily.

Just like what Jo said, I'm dancing for fun.

I should be happy and enjoy. Not to stress myself up.

 And for the bad result in midterm, I will work harder for finals.

:)

Signing off,

xoxo